We used to be inseparable, you and me
we used to spend each day and night together
those days are gone it seems
the fun and games have been replaced by war and hatred between us
we used to be family, what are we now?
You used to be my hero, and now you are my curse.
Your kindness and love have been torn away by my own anger and pride,
We are both to blame, but we are both too stubborn to humble our selves and surrender the battle.
I hate the adult world, and I hate the fact that I have no control over how long i have before I become part of that cruel gray world.
This hatred was brought about on you, through my own selfish rage and confusion and naivete.
For This I apologize from the bottom of my heart.
And as I sit here typing this, you're in the next room, trying to heal your scars from our most recent duel.
And I sit here, burying my tears because I no longer have the right to cry, or even feel sad
Because you've experienced so much more pain than I have, And I've done nothing